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it's like a cold hard slap in the face, not that you'd know anything about that. it's like a future you can't place, and it's destroying you. it's like a seasonal depression that lasts long after winter. it's your friend's smiling faces in pictures that are past realities.
it's like being 21 years old, drunk and crying to your friends how much you love them,
and you wish these years would never end, but you know they will soon, and that terrifies you.
what can you do?
paranoia sets in, you feel you're losing them again. can we start over? you don't know if you can repeat this process one more embarassing time for the same results.
it's like forcing up a smile when don't feel a thing at all but guilt towards her and all the childish things you've done. but it's your birthday and you're supposed to be having fun, but you're on your floor dead drunk. happy anniversary to something you can't seem to forget.
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